FB break.

I need a break.  I deactivated my Facebook for a little while.  I figure the people that would need to get a hold of me, know how to.  And those that don't know how to get a hold of me... then maybe they shouldn't even be on my friends list???

Other than that.  I've been loving the song "Cellophane Girl" By: Graham Colton.  Not sure what the song exactly means... With the help of others I've gathered maybe he's singing that she is possibly:

1.) Fake. aka: cellophane is fake...

2.) She's genuine, hense "see through meeee" 

3.) She's "fresh" ha not sure about that one... but that's been a suggestion.

4.) Maybe that things aren't as complicated as they seem to be, "Playing a part in this cellophane world"

Whewwww, aren't you glad I'm done talking about some random song. =)

On a side note; I've come to realize tonight that I do not compromise.  I've been told that before (you know when two people are fighting and its like all the issues that never ever get solved, come out and bite cha' again.) but tonight I actually realized what a downhill spiral not compromising is.  I mean I guess I've been one of those people that at the end of the day "It's all about me."  And I hate admitting that, because I consider myself to be a genuine person.  But one of my flaws that someone (not naming any names...) has to deal with is me N  E  V  E  R giving up on what I want.  (Don't get me wrong, its hardly ever material things, its generally concepts or who knows what else.)   I'm all or nothing, I want everything or I'm ready to give up. And I'm realizing how messed up that is.  And since I've never dealt with it, it has never gotten any better.

On a less deep topic, so you don't feel like you are reading my diary so much.  I "won" some jeans on Ebay.  Jeans, 9.8 times out of 10 are never long enough for these legs of mine.  But after going to a store and buying some where they do the whole waist/leg measurements.... I'm thinking that the Silvers I "won" are going to fit if they are the same measurements as the jeans that I have now from Vanity.  Who knows, we all know how screwy sizes are.  I'll have to give you all an update when I get those bad boys in the mail.

I should be doing my accounting homework.  I've already spent an hour and a half on the first out of two problems and am still not completely done with the first problem!  Definitely procrastinating tackling that stuff.  On a side note I am happy to say that we had an accounting test last week and I did NOT freak out at all during it.  I have this thing where I think I know the material and I look at the test and I feel as though my eyes just black out... I don't know how to explain it, it's just terrible... test anxiety you can call it.  But anyways accounting let alone is hard for me, I'm fairly good at math but have never had anything of this sort in high school.  Between spending about 7 hours on my accounting homework a couple wks ago, and having a breakdown... wanting to drop out of school for my PURE HATRED of this class.... I took my test that I spoke of earlier, and got a 91% on it.  Wowzer--definitely God helped me out, b/c I sure as heck did not pull that one off on my own.

Well, in case you haven't noticed, which I am SURE you have... I have a new picture underneath my HUGE picture of myself [don't know how to fix that]  and yup it's Abe Lincoln.  It's random, but I think I like it there. =)

Have a nice day.